The road

“The road to recovery is always under construction “

-Lily Tomlin

And i feel that the road towards words is always under revision…i have been doing a lot of that lately. One one hand one must write like a river, flowing unblocked but on the other hand…revise, revise , revise till you get the exact words aiming towards your exact meaning..focusing towards some light at the end of the tunnel..

somehow…is that clear?

For example:

Do i really need the voice of Donald Trump in my head?


Do i really need that sort of energy in my energy field?


Do i really want to talk to people who have nothing to say?


Do i really want to live in silence?

sometimes briefly, yes, yes, yes. briefly..

Do i really want to continue on this road , on this path?

Maybe not, maybe i will walk another way

but the word courage comes from the word “heart” in Latin or French

so maybe this is the source of the courage, the heart.

Do i follow my heart?

Not really, not really…

so..what now?

follow the yellow brick road

find the heart, the mind and the courage to unit them all…

Win win win



About seagullsea

a seagull flying over the great ocean of life observing.
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