I loved the person you were meant to be,
I loved the country that had meant to be paradise ,
i loved the life we could have led ,
had all the good intentions not turned out to be lies,
had you been the man you had said you had been
when we were wed,
had the place where we had lived
turned out not to be what
we had first believed,
and the dove had turned to raven,
not taking us straight up to heaven,
but we fell
instead
towards
hell.