wanting reality

Wanting reality to be one thing 

charity

giving

truth

love

support

and many many thoughts

and reality

forces its way through my life

letting in

misery

lies

deceitful pretence

a lack of empathy

a lack of love

a lack of courage

a lack of honesty

a lack of ability

to fulfill wishes for a happy loving life

life

simply shows up one day,

it puts a foot in the door i try to close ,

to protect myself,

and it shoves its way

and keeps the door  open

and lets in everything

also what i wish to keep out ,

and sometimes i want to lock the door

but the way in

is also the only way

out .

 

 

 

About seagullsea

a seagull flying over the great ocean of life observing.
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