wanting reality

Wanting reality to be one thing 






and many many thoughts

and reality

forces its way through my life

letting in



deceitful pretence

a lack of empathy

a lack of love

a lack of courage

a lack of honesty

a lack of ability

to fulfill wishes for a happy loving life


simply shows up one day,

it puts a foot in the door i try to close ,

to protect myself,

and it shoves its way

and keeps the door  open

and lets in everything

also what i wish to keep out ,

and sometimes i want to lock the door

but the way in

is also the only way

out .




About seagullsea

a seagull flying over the great ocean of life observing.
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